Azi nu mai vreau s\u0103 cur\u0103\u021b dup\u0103 al\u021bii sau dup\u0103 mine. De azi vreau s\u0103 \u00eenlocuiesc tot. Uneori, am crezut c\u0103-i mai bine a\u0219a. Am g\u0103sit un pahar murdar de c\u00e2teva zile. Nu mai avea ce s\u0103 caute acolo. M\u0103 tot \u00eencurca. \u00censeamn\u0103 c\u0103 a fost nefolositor sau a devenit c\u00e2ndva. Am g\u0103sit amintiri care nu \u00eemi pl\u0103ceau \u00eentr-un nasture de la un pantalon. Am aruncat \u0219i pantalonul \u0219i nasturele.<\/p>\n
Arunc\u0103 tot ce nu ai mai folosit, arunc\u0103 tot ce a devenit inutil sau toxic, f\u0103 loc la noul care st\u0103 la poart\u0103 \u0219i are r\u0103bdare. A\u0219a \u00eemi spunea mereu un om drag mie. De ce s\u0103 te tot chinui s\u0103 speli, s\u0103 cure\u021bi c\u00e2nd po\u021bi pur \u0219i simplu s\u0103 \u00eenlocuie\u0219ti?<\/p>\n
Aten\u021bie, aici nu m\u0103 refer doar la lucruri, m\u0103 \u00eendrept \u0219i spre rela\u021biile interumane. Oamenii se pot sp\u0103la, dar nu \u0219i schimba la fel de u\u0219or. Ca s\u0103 schimbi ceva \u00een via\u021ba ta trebuie, uneori, pur \u0219i simplu s\u0103 arunci, nu s\u0103 speli sau s\u0103 cure\u021bi urme.<\/p>\n
Eu am ales, azi, s\u0103 p\u0103strez doar ceea ce \u00eemi anim\u0103 \u0219i-mi alimenteaz\u0103 sufletul. Nu cred \u00een mnez\u0103ii de pe nori, dar cred \u00een sufletele pereche, pentru c\u0103 probabil am dreptate c\u00e2nd spun c\u0103 dacii mi-au fost urma\u0219i \u0219i c\u0103 probabil \u00eenc\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc ca ei. Exist\u0103 o singur\u0103 cale s\u0103 aflu dac\u0103 e a\u0219a sau nu.<\/p>\n
Azi am g\u0103sit obiecte \u0219i st\u0103ri care m\u0103 deranjau. Pe unele le puteam repara. Nu o s\u0103 fac asta. Mi-am cump\u0103rat un mare burete \u0219i voi \u0219terge tot. Nu mai cur\u0103\u021b, SCHIMB, nimic.<\/p>\n
Am avut momente \u00een via\u021ba mea c\u00e2nd \u00eemi doream s\u0103 cur\u0103\u021b, s\u0103 \u0219terg praful, s\u0103 redau luciul. Am \u00eencercat. Nu am reu\u0219it mereu.<\/p>\n
Azi m-am trezit cu Cezar, tr\u00e2ntit peste mine, \u00eemi lingea picioarele. Nu i-am cerut asta \u0219i nici nu voia ceva anume. \u00cemi ar\u0103ta doar c\u0103 m\u0103 iube\u0219te, indiferent c\u00e2t sunt eu de idiot, de de\u0219tept, de curat, de dispus s\u0103-l \u00een\u021beleg, manierat c\u00e2nd m\u0103 enervez, indiferent de c\u00e2t\u0103 iubire pot \u0219i c\u00e2t sunt dispus s\u0103-i ofer. Atunci am luat hot\u0103r\u00e2ri.<\/p>\n
Am deschis un ochi \u0219i m-am uitat la ceasul mare de pe perete pe care scrie R\u0103t\u0103cit \u00een HD. Era devreme. M-am ridicat \u0219i mi-am spus c\u0103 a venit vremea s\u0103 fac curat. \u0218i m-am ridicat \u00een dou\u0103 picioare.<\/p>\n
Cezar se gudura, oamenii din via\u021ba mea \u00eemi fr\u0103m\u00e2ntau g\u00e2ndurile. \u0218i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 arunc. N-am mai sp\u0103lat. N-am mai cur\u0103\u021bat. am aruncat detergen\u021bi \u0219i toate ustensilele cu care tot \u00eencercam s\u0103 cur\u0103\u021b pete de rugin\u0103 sau boli incurabile.<\/p>\n
Dac\u0103-i prea murdar locul \u0219i ai tot cur\u0103\u021bat nu mai insista. Arunc\u0103 \u0219i \u00eenlocuie\u0219te. Punct.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Azi nu mai vreau s\u0103 cur\u0103\u021b dup\u0103 al\u021bii sau dup\u0103 mine. De azi vreau s\u0103 \u00eenlocuiesc tot. Uneori, am crezut c\u0103-i mai bine a\u0219a. Am g\u0103sit un pahar murdar de c\u00e2teva zile. Nu mai avea ce s\u0103 caute acolo. M\u0103 tot \u00eencurca. \u00censeamn\u0103 c\u0103 a fost nefolositor sau a devenit c\u00e2ndva. Am g\u0103sit amintiri care […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":10652,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[1],"tags":[883,90],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"yoast_head":"\n
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